when our labor took a turn and got scary… Jesus and my husband were my constants. he is my best friend, my biggest cheerleader, and my absolute rock. thank You Lord for this man. 🥺 my birth vlog is up on my YouTube channel 🤍 #fyp #foryou #laboranddelivery #naturalbirth #baby #mom #newmom
there are a lot of new faces here lately and it felt like the right time to share my testimony again. online I looked like I had it all together… but behind the screen I was dying inside. I was the girl that showed up with a smile for everything and everyone — but became a different person behind closed doors. years of crippling depression and debilitating anxiety. panic attacks and sleep paralysis and “hearing things” in my home. you see… no amount of crystals, sage, or manifesting can do what only a Savior can. no amount of success, material items, or sexual attention will fill cracks in your heart that only the Author of Love understands. I watched Jesus take me from the literal pits of hell, and give me a new life. that redemption wasn’t found in anything that I did, achieved, or accomplished… but rather in what I was willing to let go of. I’m here to tell you that deliverance is real. I’m here to tell you that the bondage of sin is real. that there is a war for your soul right now whether you choose to believe that or not. that Jesus is THE way, THE truth, and THE life… that every other counterfeit in this world will crumble when held up to His Name. I watched Jesus take me from rags to riches, from literal death to life, from hopeless to hopeful. and I’m here to tell you that the same God who worked miracles back then, is the same God Who is still working miracles now. this world is fleeting, your soul is the target, and Jesus is waiting to set you free. #christian #fyp #foryou #spiritualwarfare #testimony
he never once left my side during the wildest moment of my life 🥺 birth story is now on my YouTube channel 👶🏼 #fyp #foryou #couple #newmom #laboranddelivery #parents
I spent my entire pregnancy mentally preparing for an unmedicated birth and it was the hardest, most exhausting, most beautiful thing I’ve ever done in my entire life. the presence of God was so tangibly there… so much so that I had no idea I was in transition, and when we got to the birthing center… thought I was still dilated to about 6 cm. little did I know that it was actually time to start pushing 🥹 pushing was a two hour journey in itself and I explain everything on my YouTube channel, but… my hope is that this encourages any mama who is afraid of labor. my labor/birth was not pain free, but it was the most beautiful moment I’ve ever experienced. you’ve got this. God created our body’s for this. and I’m so proud of you no matter whether you have an unmedicated birth, an epidural, a c section, and everything in between. every birth is beautiful and after experiencing labor and childbirth… I just have an immense amount of respect for ✨every✨ mother out there 🤍 #fyp #foryoupage #laboranddelivery #baby
but why did this make me want to cry 😭 he’s already growing so fast it seems and I know this newborn stage is going to go by so fast 🥺🩵 #fyp #foryou #mom #newmom
what an honor it is to reclaim territory, break generational curses, and push back the gates of hell for the Kingdom with the one you love ⚔️ #couple #fyp #foryoupage #spiritualwarfare
can’t believe we made it past 40 weeks when I was sooo convinced he was going to arrive early 👶🏼 I was delulu 😅 #fyp #foryou #baby #laboranddelivery #newmom #firsttimemom
the Lord has been showing me so much lately about the root of where my postpartum anxiety is coming from. and it’s wild to me, the hormone rollercoaster that comes after baby. the joy I’ve had is unshakeable, but the anxiety at night completely blindsided me. for so long after walking through miscarriage, a chemical pregnancy, infertility, and a failed adoption … the Lord showed me that my heart is waiting for the shoe to drop rather than resting in him and trusting that His promises are yes and amen. rather than trusting that my son is in His hands and is surrounded by angels on all sides. the PP anxiety has already gotten so much better, but sometimes there are still days that are difficult, and even as a Christian, that that’s okay. there are things that we each have to surrender daily to the Lord, and for me lately, this is one of them. if you’re walking through some anxiety, postpartum, you’re not alone. it doesn’t make you a bad Christian or mean that you’d have shaky faith…. it’s just another area where you have to surrender and let the Lord show up. 🤎 #fyp#fyp#foryoupagehristian #mom #postpartum